Well i havent updated this in ages... happier note than last time at least

abbie is in whorelando for a visit on her spring break!!

mine was 2 weeks ago.. the 8th ... everyone went home.. iwasnt feelin the ft myers vibe so i stayed in the 407 with my boo.... we went to cocoa on monday and got a lobster to eat on the way back.. i named him Larry and was ..... alarmingly sad when we had to boil the poor fellow. he was good though bahaha. anyways then we kinda bummed around until wed we decided we were gunna go to miami... we left friday stayed for a night then came back late saturday.. it was amazing..,... friday we got there around 2 got to the beach by 4.. hotel by 6? showered what not..went to this amzing argentinian steak house and got some filets and some wine... then his mom drove down from ft lauderdale to hang out with us...so we bar hoped a bit then got some beer and wine and went back to the hotel.. it was a really funnn funnn night

saturday we got up early and went for lunch then walked to south beach.. we stayed like a block away.. it was gorgeous. def got burned. but oh well.... wandered around for a couple more hours got some food to go from a seafood place and went on our way back to o town. gas was like..... 3 90 somethin on our way back to orlando too.. crazyy...

anyways it was a reallly nice break.. wished i could went  to see the parents but ill be seeing them soon...

bri rebecca and claudia came to visit for their feb break so i went home to see them.  it was sooooo fun. i cant believe how big claudia got ohh my lordd it was... crazy.  had some good food hung around went shoppping i think? came back on the bus hahahah omg .. scary.

anyways so yeah abbie is here! she got in saturday .. me and A picked her up from the airport around noon then we went to get sushiiiii andd then he dropped us off at the dorms...  um saturday night we went to the libraryyy... got mad pitchers of beeeeer... got abbie some patron hahahah and then she blacked out. and then we went to play pong at jefferson with everyoneeee it was a siiiiiick niight
 we ended up staying there for the night.... woke up around 11 went out to dennys for some easter breakfast hahah of course me and abbie still had to be wearing our shoes from last night. trashy.  everyone was there in their sundays best for church/easter. and there we were. oh well bahahaha

then umm we got dropped off.. took a nap. i wrote a paper finally... went to applebees cause of mr Herfs lovely easter gifts then came back here and .. did nothingggggg

tomorrow is def a pool day

i havent slept at all yet. and its 6 AM. it is sucking but whatever.              kind of no use now.

i have 13 more days of CLASSES left.... i only have to go 3 times a week. so yeah.   basically only 3 weeks left of my first year of college.. went by sickly fast ..... still cant believe it.  i was just reading my old posts and like a little over a year ago i had just found out i got into this shit hole.. just kidding i love it here so much........to be honest there is not much that makes me want to go home for anymore... family and get some dough for next year pretty much. im glad i got out of ROC.. i miss it a little but..not that much. i miss people there

UCF was def the right choice.... i cant imagine my self anywhere else..       

i must really be cracked out that im writing in this thing...................        for real. blah.  ive given up soda. i broke down and had one tonight though. maybe thats why im up. prob not though. i never go to bed before 4 anymore.. which isnt a good habit to have.

i suppose i could try to sleep again. aka stare at the ceiling

"Today... How precious it is, and how full of possibilities.  How sad it would be to waste it worrying about the future, and how wrong it would be to spend it dwelling on our problems from then past.  Today is here. Today is now. Today is filled with as much magic as you want to give it.  Today is filled with amazing grace waiting for you to live it."

  HC.BG.MM.SM.KS.
Rest In Peace Angels

EPP<3

i should proazbly start goign to school more often....


i skippped 7th and 8th earlier last week then friday i just .. totally skipped.  thursday my mom took me home early cause she was at school anyways....

friday haha i went out to rickis with abbie and krissy then we went back to abbies house cause her paretns were gone for the weekend!! then matttyypooo texted me and asked if  i wanted to go see pirates.. so i went out to iron. at like 9 to see pirates 3. WHICH WAS COMPLETELY AMAZINGDKJFGSKJDHFKJH OMGOMGOGMOGGOMM i love it.  hmm after that.. i got out at like 1 lol mad long movei went back to abbies .. tanned.... with krissy then we went to krissys.. on my way home i had to stop and get my sunglasses from mitchell... ummm then we went out to abbies birthday dinnnnner at pf changs. mad delish.... that niightttt the greece guys came over to abbies house so... i left lol and went to mattty pooos to hang out and watch a movie... came bacjk to abbies at like 4 .. uhhh sadly greece guiys came back  so i saw them. went to bed.. lol  

saturday ummm i thikn i pretty much just slept alot... then went to krissys cousins house  for some sex party lol it was funny her anut and cousin and what not were there.. some good foood.  umm then we hung around and waited for her cousin danny to come home..then him and his friend eric came back to abbigails house.... matt came to get me again and i ended up falling aslreep at his house while watching prestige lol... i wokeup  sunday morning with his mom saying hi to me lol        then me and him baked some apple bread and made some bfast it was a goood timeee as always

sunday i had to work the grill 5-9.  bri and rebecca and C came to see me!! then krissy and abbie came in later.....  ummm i spent the night at matts again after work lol we played pick up sticks and      made bead animals. i made a t rex.  

todayyy... ummm i                    watched family guy... then i tanned for a bit outside with mommmaa.. showered.. went over to brians to interview him for a project.. then i went to lickity splits with abs and kris for some ice cream.. now im home.   i just went out to the woods to check on some babes.. but they were dead. and.. not only dead.. there were completely missing.           ............yeahhhhhh ... lol




so umm now im covered in sdkf bug bites ... hungry and ... i still need to finish this stupoid english project and do a math take home quiz that was due fridayu. but  ididnt go. yeah...
im going to try to make it through a whole complete week at school this week... probably wont work but im gfoing to try my best.

hmm your really not though. gross.


hmm well this week started out kinda of shitty

adam got in a motorcycle accident on sunday evening and i didnt find out till the morning right before school started....   i  dont know.. i just i remember when he first got his bike and i know how he is and  i just told him to be carefull and to not do anything that might hurt him self because i would be upset haaaa just like  joking around and stuff..well no i was seirous about it  him being carefull but .. you know...   i just told him to watch out for him self...

when i heard aboiut it i cant even explain what i felt . ive known him since 8th grade and even the thought of him not being there or being just really.. not ok was devistating.  his friendship means the world to me and hes always just been there in some way .we could talk about anything..  im so worried about him ive  never known anybody that was this seriously injured.. and to think it is someone i know and love so much just completely sucks.. and theres nothing i can even do to help it at all..

i want for him to be ok... i miss him... i miss just randomly talking to him at 2 am about food or pool or just anyhting that comes to mind.  i miss playing online pool with him for like... 4 hours or going to get food or buying his backpack or just anyhting we did...hes one of the few friends that  i have that i knew would always be there no matter what and now hes just like... idont know..

 i know its looking better but i guess they just figured out that he broke his femur too... i just want him back and ok and active again   
 
just made me think about all the times he just asked to do someting little and i said no  because im such a fuckin lazy ass...     
makes you regret alot of un done stuff that you could have done or said  and whatnot.. but  i know he will be ok it will just take time... i wish it went by faster though. i wish he was ok by tomorrow.  
 


my stitches are mad annoying...

ps i have the cutest neice ever. she can roll everywhere now.  i have yet to see it however...

my last night at finish line was saturday.

i need a job.  but i dont want one

i have developed a new obsession with ne-yo.         its pretty sweet




so lately i havent been able to go through a full week of school...last thursday i left at 945 then came back at 130..then got to leave cause of early dismisall

monday .. . . . i  left i think but i just forgot when.. im pretty sure i wasnt there for 4th.. .. or something like that who knows

tuesday i skipped 7th with krissy     

wed i acutally stayd the whole day


i didnt even go to school today

but i had a legit reason. i got part of my body removed.  hahahah ew grss yeah..        so then anyways i made tshirts today for PEEEL SERVICES which will evidently rock the trade show tomorrow all day long

rock it till 6 in the mornin..


i gottta go to dance even thogh i cant dance so ,maybe i cant see justin  :)
ummmmmmm after thattts done with i go to kaylas to decorate things..


last weekend was like kinda weird in  a way i suppose

i babysat with alyssa sautrday from 330 till like...... 945...erins kids are cuties..  i got the car that whole night so that was a trip

friday i was with mike and ryan and ... it almost turned into a really .. probably ..... overly akward night but it didnt..

then i got kind of depressed about things.... but .. who knows


i got a new phone friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


LG8600 i love it so much.

spent alot of time at verizon.
caught up with rags during study hall this week which was nice

um.     idunno 26 more days of school left.. which is niiice..very niiiice

anywho thats about it i suppose......

sooooo   i finally decided on UCF.. acually a while ago..

so now im officially a GOLDEN KNIGHT.  and ill probably be goin to disney like..every other day : )

spring break was reallly fun.    i love everyone i went with .. it was just pretty much amazing.

i got my report card ... honor rolll again ... wordskiiiiiiiiii hahah

i feel like i did absolutely no work though.. so i was suprised.
 ahhhhhh i made a  facebook and im completely obsessed with it.... but it has died down a little since i first made it

im soooo excited for ball.   i need to find a red dress. i have wanted one since last year. but i thought i woul.d save the red for ball instead of prom.  me and ron will look so stylish together hahh i cant wait


i went for a half hour run yesterday on the canal path with abbie.. i never thought i would be able to ..but i did.  wasnt that bad. i think it was just my mental state that makes me not want to. but yeah haha

then..iwent to the clock tower......

anywhoo i have to work today 1-7 for the first time in literally like 3 weeks.  then  whoo knowsssssss

why hello Florida State University    i love you.          yeah well i got in.  but i dont know if i want to go there anymore... so now im just deciding between U. of Central Florida or the seminolesssss worddski

IGOT INTO UCF!!!!!!!!


which is university of central florida

it is located in orlando florida.. aka disney world..hello season pass :)

anywho. yeah sweet stuff

also. there is an ant.. on the wall nxt to me. ew.

hey so i cant stand what a tooly ou are are some of the fucking weird ass shit you say. its pretty much... just ... the stupidest thing ive ever..read. so tahts why im going to stop. foerever.


anyways.
 


i really need to like just totally stop talking to this whole group of ppl who are either... .... tools.... immature... pretty mch middlle school shit.  or ppl who freakin instigate everything..and sit and wonder why theyare sucha  big tool....
 ps. i hate you.




riight so ..... school life.. work wathnot has all been pretty sweet actually

its just this.. one little part of my life... that i totally want to.... saw off and just never look at again.   because the people(s) involved do nmothing but aggrivate me to the poibnt where im like... about to have a breakdown  because im just so... mad alll the time.

oh watup

so i just read some really funny/stupid/weird stuff. 

anywho

i worked alot kinda i think last week. and this.   umm

school was so boring today. thatspretty much it

i got my hair cut today.  i got home and my mom told me i was. nice suprise.  veery niiice

welll!! its break now..

last friday early in the AM jay and melissa and the dawgs came for a visit
it was sooo fnunn


friday after i got out of school iwent over to bri and rbecca chilled there for a little then waited for everyoine else to come over.  sooo we all hung out there for a whileeeeeeeeee and then i had to go work from 5-10 or something like that.  it was a fun night at work.. idunno i like working there now ..nice people and whatnot  uhh after that kinda went hgome chilled with the fam then went to bed

saturday   ummm got up early.. dad cooked us all brfeakfast hahah turkey bacon and ham and eggsit was itneresting.. it was good hahha just weird ummmmm.... .after that jay and i went all over the place ahha we went deeep into the ROC to krudco to loko at some sneakers... i saw matt weiland there haharandom.... then after that we went to irondeqiout to my store... looked around there for a while then on the way back we went to wegmans and got some sushi... california rollsddellliisshhh as alwyas.. then after that around 5 family came over and we all hung out ahah me brian and jason all sat at the kitchen table for like 2 hours cutting out these little paper dolls and wahtnot pasting them together... then later bri rebecca me jay and melissa all played battle of the sexes.. it was a fun night...

um after everybody left.. i was syuppose to go bowling with ppl from 235 but then 30 moinutes before that my mom decided to not let me go.. so i had a fit of course but whatever .. jay and i went to empire hotts and met up with matt at like midnightt it was delishhhhhh !!!!!!!!!! i love hottts

sunday  ... ummmmmmm wokeup...  went to the MCQ and aquinas hockey section V game it was good..... MCQ got their asses handed to them i would say.  uhhhhhhhh my cousin his wifey aunt uncle matt bri me and jay were all there it was really fun.. besides the fact that bri jay and i had to walk through like.... -3457 degree waether to get into ESL it sucked... uhh after that went to brians..went home and we all had dinner that maa cooked us all day it was prettty good id have to say.. um... jay mel and i went to hottts again ats like midnight and met up with matt again haha  

monday jay and mellissaaaa left with the dawgs :( it sucked.. it was such a nice weekend cause i havent seen them since august its been so long.. im glad they came home.. it was a sweeeeeeeet weekend... umm later monday i like.. i dont really know waht i did. i probably watched csi miami all day long.. actually i defitnaly did..... then monday night hasdfkjhhahaha mad fun ummmmmmm a bunch of us went out to park ave to some like..dead serious CRACK house.  no lie.  ron and i owned at the tables beat like everybody. umm then i went out to CA randomly at 2 in the mornnninn/...came backaround 4   crashed at leibles place hahathen my mom came to get me around 8.. went home showered then was offf to FL 10-4.              

sweet shift i met steve.. well i re met him i guess haha hes mad sweettt umm i didnt really do anyhting at work i went to taco bell.   i got new UUPSSSSS yeahh i did,..... they are camo.... yeah.  teusday after work i went with ron and joshy to marshalls and hung out with them all night and bryan too kindish we went back to their house and watched basketball and watched josh chug smirinoff haha funny. 

wed. i had work again 10-4            istayed an hour later too         i worked with gus which i havent done in forever..it was kinda like a shakedown i guesss so ppl were in from buffallo so i did massive folding all day and then fgor lunch gus max and i went to I HOTS to get a plate.  i have had like238973485 plates this week haha maaaadfskjhfkjdhskjdfkjdfshgh so goood omgogmogmgomgomg    k anyways after that work i mean i ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm     watched csi im guessing agsain.. then went over to krissys at like9     then we went over to this kids ghouse and got our night on.  it was decent idunno haha
onmy way walking out to the car though.. i totally ate shit/pavement and got like the wind knocked out of me.  yeah i deathed all over the place... we went back to her house adn crashed there

today................... no work..... got up                felt like death. my body killlls today.    ummm i hung out with matt for a bit today and we got some take out then i came home around 5 went to my aunts a little after that ..got home from there around 830. i was gunna go bowling but idubnbno i dont really feel like it ..or wasting my money and shit so wahtever.. im just gunna sleep.. i need it.                        bad.

tomorrow i gotta work 12-5.  woot.         ... ummmmmm yeah thats about all.   break went by fast :(   i need to go tanning and buy new clothes too

imgetting a asweettt paycheck next weekk

and im getting some sweeeeeeeet white/gold ups.   yes. i am.. hahahahhahaha yes.

eww i just read something and i think i puked alot in my mouth


anywho. 

lifes been good lately.  sick of winter.  sick of driving in snow . sick of snow. i need warm beach hot weather ... sand.. i need vacation. anywho.  

im getting so lazy now its pretty bad. i havent done any homework in like 5 years.  i mean i get it done..but its like mad scarmbled the period before. but its ok cause it still gets done and its still.. usually quality.. i def just tried to spell quality with a C too hahahaha loser

umm i dont really know whats beeen going on.  weekends are mad fun. 

jason and melissa are coming home this week. im sooo excited i havent seen them since august

and they are bringing the poops and zorro home too.!!!!

claudia is now two months and two days old.  and she is so freakin cute. cutest baby ive ever seen in my life. i love her  :)

i skipped dance tonight to go out to dinner

i figured i owed to myself .. ive gone for like a month straight.  so yeah it was time. im not going this thuursday either because sweet charity will be here



HOLY SHIT BY THE WAY ... so im working out in irondeqouit               .... and haha so i went there saturday night. and um.  well lets see here i was there for about 20 minutes and my old assistant manager quit.  then like 10 minutews later.. the fucking mall caught on fire.....

and we had to likestay there.. but be out in the parking lot. so i was in some random kids car.. for like an hour and a half.. maaad weird.. hahahhahhhah anywho i got to go home early

..the night before that  we went out to greece. and it was ..gay.  probably one of the gayer nights in my life. but its ok..




um............ tomorrow is valetines day. sweet.

i hope my mom got me that hippo from hallmark. i wont lie. im gnuna be alittle ticked if i dont get it.





IM SO SICK OF SCHOOL BUT I HAVE EARLY DISMISALLLSADGKJHDKA ITS AMAZING...

ray and judy came home saturday at 430 i was out shoveling the driveway when they pulled in .it was weird.
tuesday i only had to go in for math.. which was sweetso idroppped D off after that.. yeah
that night i went to aparty at nakias house.. mad random but it was fun.... got home around 1 i think... good times.  cought mad cheese adn crackers.

there both tann
but anyways the week before that.. i went to het mall wednesday with revbecca nad went to crayon to see brian...
my midterms were easy i did t do great but they were easy which was good

last week was like vacation i like ..never had to go. staying with brian and rebecca was so fnu and im sad now ..cause now i dont see themeveryday haha and claudia is so freakin cute. even though she cries like.. ..every..second.. mostly.. idunno but shes a cutie. haha my brother said him and rebecca should populate the world because their babies are so cute. i thought it was fnuny. he farted on me alot so i kinda wont miss that at all. ever.

so uh yeah,. i need a job i have 37 cents left in savings and checking accounts combined.  um.. matt adn i have been talking but not really sorta fighting wahtever i duno we went to plum garden friday.. and as im writing this i def feel like i already put this in.but whatever.. we talked and stuf it was fun. then like.. all week me and ronnie have been shopping/shoe whores online..its fun lol i found liek 6 million kickass websites for sneakers.

um.  yeah first semester was yesterday ii mean second. it is fun. i like my classes. hopefully this will fly by because  im just so sick of.. fairport. and yeah... i find out from florida  soon.. im not looking fowaard to it though because i know im not going to get in. and i dont want to read a rejection letter because ill probably have a 50 hour breakdown and eat more.

im eating alot lately.
a sickly amount

my throwup food could probably feed all of india.

ummm

yeah
thats about it. 

last saturday i went bowling with 235 ppl it was funn .. i rocked my bowling skills are amazing!!

um last week idunno.. nothing reallyhappened matt came over tuesday watched american idol haha

umm.. thats pretty much all i can remember i guess..


hmmmmmm.........

friday haha was pretty freakin funn after school krissy and iwent to hte mall and i got some new shirts.. then later...  wait wait.. i went tanning too to unpaleify my life.  um i also hit a mailbox.. yes.... then i left lol

i went sledding at like 10 with krissy ells kayla meg squared ron greg and adam and jon.. it was maaad funn.. got some major air on jumps ahaha then yeah it was just realllyl really fun hahah then me ron greg kris and ells went to hotts after..then ipassed out at krissys house

saturday i hung around the house basically.. then um  yeah slept a little.. then iwent to the mall around 630 and then went to CA it was a fun night..

sunday.. didnt really do to much went over to matts.. we decided to end it..its better for both of us.. its really hard to just not talk to him but i know that its what he needss... uhh yeah after that ... went out with krissy for a little chipped my tooth too.. gay

today.. last full day of the first semester.. skipped 6th and 7th hahah yeahhh  uhh after that i went home.. tanned went out to martins got osme hair dye.. then did that..

my hair looks good i think i really like it

tomorrow i only have to go in at 10.. till 12 not to bad at all

umm my parents come back saturday!!

thats pretty much it

well this week and last week have been interesting!

my parents left last thursday for florida.. i stayed at brians house wed night.. umm uyeah
later that day me and krissy went to the salvation army to get closes and i found a shirt that said fairport dementors hahaha weird man.. then we went to applebees in pittsford and i got a delish steak no doubt

last friday.. the 5th....iwas gon my way out the door to go to tom wahls with bri rebvecca and claudia and    i got a call from my manager saying finish line was clsing.. becuase some stupid store bought out our lease....  then yeah i went out with adome and we jut hung around went to mikes hgousee it was pretty funnn!

im heart broken..

so yeah

saturday iwent to work 12-5 and that was our last opened day .. i ended up stayin late  baught massive stuff from 235...--after that i went out .. a bunch of us went over to annas house and yeah hung out.. i was gunna go bowling but then didnt..

sunday i had to wake yup early go to brians go to work.. i missed dennys cause it was waay to early

then spent 9-3 packing up shoes and stuff.. went to go pick up lee to do a politcs project.. then i slept..

umm hm.. monday i went into the store too and packed up more shoes..    went home blaah

teusday no cliue.. had dance.. but oh yeah i didnt go haha yeah i was feeling kinda lazy.. so rebecca let me skip
we were gunna go out for lee ellsn brithday but then everyone realized they had to work or somerthing

wed i had dance again and  i acutlly went for the whole time.... 

thrusday after school i went to the mall with krissy to get lee ellens gift..walked by finishline.. or waht was left of it and .. just hung around by the gate ... moping around.. all depressed and shit.. it sucks

yesterday i went out to applebees after schooooooooool for ells bday got a steak it was fun..then i went to matts house.. and we just kinda broke things off.. yeah

later that night.. iwas guna go out but then brian and i got in a little disagreement so at 8 oclock iwent downstairs and fell asleep all upset and shit.. and got woken up like 5 times by ppl calling.. it was ok though haha then.. i got up at like 1130..stayed up till 2 talking to ppl.. then went tobed

today.. who knwos.. what im doing.. iduno

i have had my live journal for..... 4 years


thats insane

its like a pet to me.. like a little.. extra cinnamon or something.

so me and krissy just ran around like losers trying to get our community service hours signed.. called a few hudred ppl then finally got mrs orosz to do it.  um then we went to mcdonals got our sundaes then uh got gas. now im home

my dad heated up pork and asked me to please eat it.. i dont want too

my parents leave this thursday for a month...  thats  a mad long time

yeahh wait i was gunna write an enrty i dont remember what it was though

only that its 2007 happy new years
im graduating soon.. word

so my week off has been good
 i worked friday saturday sunday and tuesday.  my paycheck will kick somebutt
yeah it will

jay sent me some ups:) then igot claudia teh same kind!!

wednesday i spent like all day with krissy ltierally lol we went to irondeqouite.... and um.... then midtown... then back to iron... east view.. greece

wed was fun                               ..

thrusday me and kris went out to breakfastttttttttttt then  i went backout to greece for ron and gregs bball game then ate some kiing buffet

friday i slept at krissys and had work til 34895

satuday went out with  the guurlllzzz fun stuffffff haha

then um sunday... i went to brians for some foood.. then went out with matty  and went to mikes and ate mad 

um today... went to  get krissys ear peirced got lost haha then went to timmy hhortons.. then went out with matty! to his grandmas for taras bday stufff

now imn home.. stuck on tihs gfay computer

 doing a gay project

for gay physics.

    there is my little neicey poooooo : ) : )

this week was a pretty freakin good one i must admit.

well monday morning at 230 i get a call from my brother and he says rebecca is in labor..
so he told my mom and i not to come to the hospital til like 6ish . but we couldnt sleep so we went right away .. we got there around 430.... at 653 she had a baby girl!!

her name is claudia lindsey povio

and she is the cutest thing ive ever seen in my life and i love her so much shes so cute ahfdjkshgkjheurg

anyways yeah so that was pretty much amazing.. i missed all of school xept 8th.. left early for ninth cause jordan had a doctors appt

umm i got a letter inthe mail saying US airways or w.e was sending me 205 in ca$$$$$hh money for ruining my suitcase this summer.. however my mom used that to get a new one and i only got 50 bucks. oh wellll

sometime during the week ... like wednesday my dad got a new laptop cause our other one was sucking assholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

i went to see claudia pretty much every day.. monday... before work.. tuesday.. before dance and proibably after

wed i went to see claudia before assisting.. went to dance then skipped the rest to do some homrwork then i saw her again lol

thrusday i went to see her cause i skippped dance again to do homework..then went to see her. i also left schoolearly.. and my dad flipped out.. haha yeahh wont be doing that again..

then friday i had a dance party.. and ate made bacon and scallions .. maddd goood

sasturday i had work fgrom 2-7..stayed late cause fvisco called in sick boo

then hm... matty took me out to plum garden and it was delish..thenwe went back to his house and hung out..

today i had nothing to do. i went to martins... got osme food and lotion and whatever then went to see claudia!! ahh i love her shes so freakin cute i cant beleive its almost been a week now!!! ahhhhhh

anyways i went to see her bri and rebecca.. then uh went to the mall to get her an outfit lol then went back to their house till 5ish .. came home.. did some homework then went to krissys hizzousee

now im here...


but yeah it was a reallyu nice week.. besides school... cause schoolsucks along withhomeowrk

i cant wait for xmas break it will be kickassssssssssssssssssssssss

hah adam wanted me to go snowboarding with him wed or thurs.. but i couldnt. plus i think hes gunna ditch me cause hes gunna get anoyed with how bad i am then leave me alone..then ill be sticl there on a snowbpoard really cold and upset.

anywyas im done.. bye

so i haent updated in probably 7 years it feels like. alot has happened

uh senior trip to boston which completely rocked my life force. amazing weekend with the class. true i dont like a lot of them but it was still nice.. i mean... only one more year right. i was expecting it to be more of a "bonding' thing as my pricipal said but then again.. its the ;last year in high school.. eeryone pretty much stayed with their crowd. it was reallly fun though....................... haha our room was amazing i love them im gunna mis them al so much

um florida state football has pretty much been sucking huge amounts of poop

i got in to two colleges i applied to. true they are ones i dont really care about. but its still cool

uhh florida state sends out their decision the first of december. sweeett

rebecca is due with a baby GIRLLLLL in less than a month

my report card was not as bad as i assumed. i dropped regents physics and went into the special one. and you know.. it kinda bothered me at first that i gave up. but really. i mean i didnt drop the whole course. yes i did take the easy way out. but then again on the other hand my teacher was kinda nutz. i know i can not blame it all on him. but to make my self feeel better and not giutly i will blame most of it on him. true i didnt put much effort into it. oh well. physics is just not my slice of bread. and im not gunna sit here and complain that im getting like.. 94's in eeryhting else. because that is annoying. and no one wants to hear it.

annywayss

finishline prettty much is awesome. its so fun. i work with the freakin coolest people ever. visco came back to work which has been awesome. hmmm......

mattty got his lisence/ night one too. awesommmeee

i never have money anymore. due to food and other .. odds and ends

i saws timmy the other night.. along with a crazy out of the movies cop chase

um. saw casino royale kick ass movie

my "v" key is sucking and you have to press really hard to get it to work. its pissing me off

hm. dance has been good. im doing a solo again this year. decided "why not" senior you ... you know


i have also come to the conclusion that. i have bad senoritis now. i thought iwas just lazy and depressed or soemthing. but no. i just cant ... its so hard toget up in the morning and go to school. to sit through lounge..study halls... math... pointless classes... i dont know. im just dfgdkjgf sick of it

its been a year since my grandma died. doesnt seem like it. i dont know. i havent put much thought to it because... well it just gets me thikning to much. and yeah. but yeah the year went by fast

im excited to be an aunt.

i got asked to work at hollister. me and krissy. i said yes. i dont know why i already have ajob but they said i could for like... a day a week so thats pretty sweet.. considering id get the discount. hawwwttttt

i met mattys friend matt from VA apparently i hae before?1 dont remeber haha i felt bad but he was a cool kid.

uhh my moms last day of work is wednesday... which means both ray and judy are retired. home all the time. ... riiiiighhtttttttt...... hahahaha

my computers been broke for the past 2 weeks. now the keyboard sucks. its like they hit it with a sledge hammer wtf.

oh yes and ... then my paretns will be gone from january 4th till the 27th.. they wil be in florida. i will be in new york. in the cold. they will be warm. i wont

thats a long time.

um..... i guess im done..ciant really thikn of anything else to add....